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#15 15th January 2026

Uhm so right now idk why but i feel overwhelmed like so much has happened. Oh yeah the guy i was gonna write about, i don't think i will. Damn, he turned out to be trans like bruh why, why does it happen to me? Why can't i just have some love like i want? He was really a good guy, he is actually. No one has ever treated me like this. I felt so much loved, I really didn't wanna end it but yeah. One thing fs he has made my standards even higher; he did set the bar high up. Idk if I'll ever meet someone like him who'd love me unconditionally but yeah it was a nice time.  RIGHT NOW I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING A LOT (oh yeah its just those days of the month and thats why im even more sensitive, and all i want to do is cry) My emotions i cant control em rn and i would prob cry over small things. AND YEAH MR. MISHRA IF YOU ARE READING THIS WHATEVER YOU THINK I SAID IS HURTING YOU TRUST ME I DON'T MEAN IT FULLY DAMN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW PRECIOUS YOU ARE FOR ME  AND W...

#14 31st December 2025

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Ah this is going to be the last blog of the year. 2025, what a great year it has been. This year was def a good one, one of the best years I could say. This year I healed, grew, got my spark back, became a lot better version of myself. I could actually feel myself being genuinely happier. I met so many people this year. Some from past whom I thought i will never meet, some new who turned out to be great friends.... I'm very grateful for all the good things that happened (I srsly can't rem any bad thing rn that happened 😂)  Yeah well idk what to write more...I just hope that next year will be again full of happiness, and just like this year I wanna be more prettier both inside out😄 Last pic of the year!! ✨️HAPPY NEW YEAR 2026✨️ ❤️❤️❤️

#13 24th December 2025

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HELOOOO I'M BACKKKK (hi harshit if you are reading this😊)  So bohot dino baad update kar rhi hu...damn itni saarein cheeze huyi hai idk where to start. Well i think last thing i told was ki mere offline classes shuru ho gaye the soo I'll continue from that. Uske baad toh normal hi chal rhi thi jindagi...as such yaad toh nhi aa rha kuch except for the times i went to VN to give tests and yes I met him every.single.time hehe...but ab toh almost har roz hi milti hu cause i shifted to VN...aajkal thoda kam milna hota hai but yeah.  Soo aur kya huaaa uhmmm yeah pinterest pe ek online dost banaya tha (acc to him he was korean and he lived in texas, he was 18 and was studying business also used to work part time) Uski ek badi behen bhi thi...ham baatein karte the but then usne uska acc delete kar diya without even saying anything idk why 🤷‍♀️ I did also make 2 more friends one japanese (shiro) and french (elliot) (iske baarein mai ek seperate blog likhungi💀) Shiro is such a pookie...

#12 8th July 2025

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 Sooo its been a looongggg time....a lot of things are going on. Okay so firstly, about studies. Bakliwal shuru hua (summer foundation course) 30th march se...it was good going, made good friends...aparna,aditi,asmi,sharvari. Itne acche dost bane ki we went to FC road to have fun hehe...bohot maza aya uss din. 20 April tak tha phir 1 week gap and then online orientation shuru...phir offline classes bhi shuru huye...and yes abhi bhi chal rhe. Secondly, the main reason I'm writing today is to frame a memory. Aaj mai harshit shourya aur swar mile. Batla aur shourya kharadi aaye the. Pehele toh wo log rasta bhatak gaye lol. Toh mai aur swar gaye woh society ke peeche wale raaste pe. Phir ham gaye 7/11 udhar ice cream khayi aur phir mall gaye...udhar tp kiya thoda... Swar ne harshit ko chocolate di thi..bet thi isilye. Woh chocolate nikali harshit ne, he fed that to both the guys and then it was me...and obv i wouldnt think he would do that...usne apne haatho se meko chocolate khilayi l...

#11 25th February, 2025

Aaj tha meri life ka antim SST paper. Yayayay!! finally chutkara mil gaya SST se. Itna free mehsous ho raha hai ki mai kya batau Paper ki baat kanu toh Subjective was SPOT ON! like most gaya but unfortunately hamesha ki tarah mcps yaar dhoka de dete hai. 5 galat ho gaye ã… ã…  kyu mere saath ho gaya hi aisa hota hai. Huh chodo khatam ho g Well, I fett feel proud of myself. To bandi yeh sochti thi ke SST mai 70+ Jaana namumkin hai wo 75t beati hai. This journey is literally awesome. This made me believe ki nothing is impossible. Agar uss cheez ko aap pyar se samjhe, usse door bhagna se acha use sahi tarah se padhe toh safalta jaroor prapt hogi. Haha kuch jyade hi hindi aa rahi hai. (Cause next is Hindill). Also, chaukane wali baat yeh hai ki abhi thode der pehele Harshit se baat ho rahi the (chatting) and he asks if he can call Like wtf yeh sab toh delulu cheeze hoti hai naa..... We talked, discussed mcqs and that 'good night' "at the last was so cutel like no dude I don't ...

#10 24th February 2025

Hello, kal SST ka exam hai. As usual tension bohot hai, sab padh liya hai but phir bhi pata nahi kyu darr Jag raha hai Yaar yeh mind ki blankness kaise door kare?!?! Itna darr arj tak kabhi nahi laga Confidence hi nahi aa raha. Feels like mai 8th mai aa gayi heu. Tab bhi mujhe aisa hi feel hota tha. But woh ok mindset tha ki jo hoga dekla jaega farak nhi padta 10th mai aisa nhi chalta naa... Ilimaja se baat kar thi so byce.... (Personal therapist aa gyi hai lot)

#9 20th February, 2025

 Aaj Science ke exam tha. Tabiyat kharab thi Yaar exam mai sahi se focus nahi kar payi. Like I feel mai apna 100% nahi de payi Aakhri ke 10 min mai pata chala ki ek ques rehe gaya hai. My adrenaline shot up Bhai agar meri tabiyat sahi hoti toh 100% de parti. I don't want to be sad now. To hoga dekha jayga. Ab ek aim hai; English mai toh probably 95+ aa jane chahiye. Science mai pate nhi Sst mai aur maths mai goal toh 100/100 hai. Hindi mai bhi full marks aate hai so try karunge 95+ 80 that sci balance he jaye Agar math aur sst mai 100/100 aya toh gamechanger hoga. I believe and I dotrust myself I can do it !! Yes, I can and I will. SST AND WATHS 100/100